Pure Insanity ain't Cheap

So, Hi. I’m new to tumblr so I thought I should introduce myself. Kinda open up in a way. No one really likes to talk to me about my shit so I’ll vent to you guys. Assuming anyone even reads this.

I am turning 16 years old this year and I have post dramatic stress disorder.

I kinda have an eating disorder. I don’t throw up, but I hardly eat. When I do get food, I will eat a lot though.
Basically, I was raped, more then once. Not getting into the details. I got pregnant, a month before my birthday. I was 13. It was going to be a girl, “Kaitlynne Lee Evelyn G.” But during my pregnancy, the so called father hurt me. And I lost her. Now, I am into pregnancy stories and babies more then I should. My mother helped me through it but my dad told me I wanted it and I was a disgrace. I tried running away, for 8 hours, a lot of stuff happened because of it. It was all dealt with.

And when I was 10 years old everyone hated me, had for years, and assaulted me in a series of days. After that I got a very detailed death threat if I told anyone. Well, I did. Police were involved blahblahblah.

Now, I’m a labelled “emo” mostly and “hippie” sometimes because I dress without restrictions and labels high school student and drummer. A lot of my friends are druggies and drunks, having babies and such. I’m not really, but they love me and are very protective. I’m kinda like the baby of the group. 

I always smile, laugh, I only get depressed alone. So, Don’t be scared.